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  Everything Ravaged, Everything Burned

  EVERYTHING RAVAGED, EVERYTHING BURNED

  Wells Tower

  Farrar, Straus and Giroux New York

  Farrar, Straus and Giroux

  18 West 18th Street, New York 10011

  Copyright © 2009 by Wells Tower

  All rights reserved

  Distributed in Canada by Douglas & McIntyre Ltd.

  Printed in the United States of America

  First edition, 2009

  The following stories have been previously published, and a number have been extensively revised: “The Brown Coast,” in The Paris Review; “Retreat,” in McSweeney’s; “Executors of Important Energies,” in McSweeney’s; “Down Through the Valley,” in The Paris Review; “Leopard,” in The New Yorker; “Door in Your Eye,” in A Public Space; “Wild America,” in Vice; “On the Show,” in Harper’s Magazine; “Everything Ravaged, Everything Burned,” in Fence.

  Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

  Tower, Wells, 1973–

  Everything ravaged, everything burned / Wells Tower.— 1st ed.

  p. cm.

  ISBN-13: 978-0-374-29219-5 (hardcover : alk. paper)

  ISBN-10: 0-374-29219-1 (hardcover : alk. paper)

  I. Title.

  PS3620.O927E93 2009

  813'.6—dc22

  2008042757

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  FOR MY BROTHERS: DAN, LAKE, AND JOE

  Contents

  THE BROWN COAST

  RETREAT

  EXECUTORS OF IMPORTANT ENERGIES

  DOWN THROUGH THE VALLEY

  LEOPARD

  DOOR IN YOUR EYE

  WILD AMERICA

  ON THE SHOW

  EVERYTHING RAVAGED, EVERYTHING BURNED

  Acknowledgments

  THE BROWN COAST

  Bob Munroe woke up on his face. His jaw hurt and morning birds were yelling and there was real discomfort in his underpants. He’d come in late, his spine throbbing from the bus ride down, and he had stretched out on the floor with a late dinner of two bricks of saltines. Now cracker bits were all over him—under his bare chest, stuck in the sweaty creases of his elbows and his neck, and the biggest and worst of them he could feel lodged deep into his buttock crack, like a flint arrowhead somebody had shot in there. Yet Bob found that he could not fetch out the crumb. He had slept wrong on his arms, and they’d gone numb. He tried to move them, and it was like trying to push a coin with your mind. Waking up for the first time in this empty house, Bob felt the day beginning to settle on him. He shuddered at the cool linoleum against his cheek, and he sensed that not far below, not too far down in the sandy soil, death was reaching up for him.

  But the little gears inside him did finally turn and haul him to his feet. He leaned against the wall to let a head rush pass, scratched the crumb from his behind, and then he went to the kitchen. He opened the refrigerator, which was empty and breathed out a sour-thermos smell. Shrunken ice cubes lay in trays in the freezer, and Bob popped one out and stuck it in his mouth. It tasted like old laundry. He spat it into the dusty cranny between the fridge and the stove.

  Outside the kitchen door was the patio Bob was supposed to be down here tearing up. Thistle and rumpus weed stuck through the holes in the bricks. A table and chairs of mildewed white plastic sat canted over on high swells where tree roots were heaving up. It made him a little sick to look at that mess and think of what it would take to get it in order.

  This house had once been the joint property of his father and his uncle Randall, who was wasting no time putting it on the market now that Bob’s father was dead. It was an investment his father had been railroaded into six years ago, sight unseen, and Bob couldn’t recall his father coming down here more than once or twice. The way the deed worked out, the place went straight to Randall, and Bob wondered whether his uncle, sixteen years Bob’s father’s junior, hadn’t been banking on this turn of events all along.

  Randall lived where Bob lived, several hours north. When Bob’s father was dying, Randall had made a promise that he’d do what he could to make sure things turned out all right for his nephew. In the weeks after the funeral, Randall had made a point of stopping by frequently to condole with him, though his sympathies usually took the form of showing up around dinnertime and staying long enough to finish off whatever beers Bob had in the icebox. There was something disquieting about Randall, how his oiled hair always showed the furrows of a recent combing and how he wore braces on his teeth, though he was pushing fifty.

  Bob had not been close with his father, so it was puzzling for him and also for his wife, Vicky, when his father’s death touched off in him an angry lassitude that curdled his enthusiasm for work and married life. He had fallen into a bad condition and, in addition to several minor miscalculations, he’d perpetrated three major fuckups that would be a long time in smoothing over. He’d reported to work with a blind hangover, committed a calamitous oversight on a house he’d been helping to build, and soon after lost his job. A few weeks later, he’d rear-ended a local attorney, who, as a result of the collision, developed a clicking in his jaw and convinced a jury that the injury was worth $38,000, which was $2,000 more than what Bob’s father had left him. Worst of all, he had tried to find relief from the unpleasantness by trysting with a lonely woman he’d met in traffic school. There’d been no joy in it, just a two-week spate of drab skirmishes in a basement apartment that smelled heavily of cat musk.

  Not long after the affair had run its course, Bob and his wife were driving into town when Vicky looked up and saw the phantom outline of a woman’s footprint on the windshield over the glove box. She slipped her sandal off, saw that the print did not match her own, and told Bob that he was no longer welcome in their home.

  Bob spent a month on Randall’s couch before Randall got the idea to send him south. “Hole up at the beach house for a while,” Randall had said. “This damn thing’s just a bump in the road. You need a little time to recombobulate is all.”

  Bob did not want to go. Vicky was already beginning to soften on her demands for a divorce, and he was sure that with time she’d open her door to him again. But Vicky encouraged him to leave, and things being how they were, he thought it best to oblige her. Anyway, it was a generous offer on Randall’s part, though Bob was not surprised that when Randall dropped him off at the bus station, he’d handed him a list of jobs already written out.

  ______

  Randall’s house was not a delightful place—a cinder-block cottage with flaking pink paint. The sallow linoleum that covered the living room floor had been improperly glued and was coming loose, curling back on itself at a long seam running the length of the room. The wood paneling in the living room had shrugged up over many moist summers, and now the walls looked like a relief map of unfriendly, mountainous land. “Lvn rm/SheetRock!” it said in the note.

  In the windowless hall, Randall had hung the taxidermied bodies of some things he’d killed. An armadillo. An alligator’s head with a deer’s face sticking out of its mouth, his uncle’s idea of wit. A square of plywood showcasing a row of withered turkey beards. Above the kitchen sink was a painting of a beer can with Randall’s signature in the bottom right corner. Randall had done a good job with the Budweiser script, but he’d had to stretch out the can’s midsection to accommodate all the letters, so it bulged in the middle, like a snake swallowing a rat.

  In a dark corner of the living room, an old aquarium burbled away. It was huge—as long as a casket and three feet deep—and empty except for a bottle of hair
tonic, a waterlogged bat corpse, and some other things floating on the surface. The water was thick and murky, the color of moss, but still the aerator breathed a steady green sigh of bubbles through the tank. Bob clicked it off. Then he stepped into his flip-flops and went outside.

  He crossed the cockeyed patio. Tiny lizards scattered from his path. He followed the sound of waves to the end of the yard, through a stand of pine trees, limbless and spectral. He stepped from the pines onto a road paved with oyster shells whose brightness in the morning light made his eyes clench up.

  The house was at the northern tip of a small island, and it had given Bob a little jolt of hope and excitement when Randall had described the place to him. He liked beaches, how each day the tide scoured the sand and left it clean, how people generally came to the coast because they wanted to have a good time. But when Bob reached the access path up by the bridge, he was crestfallen to see that this island did not seem to have any beach at all. The land here met the water in a steeply sloping apron of mud that sang with mosquitoes and smelled terribly of fart gas. The nearest decent beach, a man on the bus had warned him, was on another island three miles out to sea and cost twelve dollars to get to on a boat. Still, he thought it might be nice to get in that water, but in this particular spot, he’d have to climb back over the muck and walk home covered in filth. He turned around and headed back down the lane.

  A pair of white-haired women in a yellow golf cart rolled past. “Hidy,” one of them said to Bob.

  “All right, now,” he said.

  Right then the sound of metal on metal rose in the lane, along with a man’s voice raised in rage. “Son of a bitch!” The voice belonged to a man bent down half-vanished under the hood of a Pontiac. “Aw, God fuck a milk cow!” The white-haired women turned pursed faces at the angry man. The golf cart whined and moved faster but not much.

  The jazz of oaths kept coming loud, and the birds fell silent at the din. The man’s anger, Bob found, was getting him angry, too. It occurred to him to go and yank the sawed-off broom handle that was holding up the Pontiac’s hood, but he did not. He walked over and stood beside the man.

  “Hey, come on, man,” Bob said. “There’s people out here besides you.”

  The man pulled his head out of the hood and stared at Bob. His face was nearly all cheek, with small, crooked features that looked like they’d been stuck on in a hurry. He held a little pry bar in his hand.

  “Who the fuck are you?” the man asked in a tone more mystified than hostile.

  “Bob,” Bob said. “I’m staying over there.”

  “At Randall Munroe’s? I know Randall. I did a couple of things to his cat.”

  Bob squinted. “Do what?”

  “Derrick Treat. I’m a veterinarian.”

  “I didn’t mistake you for a car mechanic,” Bob said.

  “Took me three hours to get this alternator in here. Now I find out it won’t take the goddamn belt.”

  Bob knew a couple of things about cars, and he had a look at the problem, which was easy enough to remedy. Derrick hadn’t positioned the tensioner correctly before torquing down the pivot bolt. Bob made the adjustment, and the belt slipped snugly into the pulley groove. But the car still wouldn’t crank because the battery was dead, so Bob had to kick off his flip-flops and jog down the lane, hunching and straining at the Pontiac’s bumper to work up the speed for a roll-start. Finally, the engine caught and the car spurted off, leaving Bob gasping in the road with a mouthful of exhaust.

  Derrick turned the car around. He pulled alongside Bob. He revved the engine into the high red, working his lips to mimic the shriek of the motor.

  He held some money out the window. “Here, goddammit. Here’s five dollars. Wait, I got seven.”

  “I won’t take that money.”

  “Go on,” said Derrick. “You saved my entire day.”

  “Turned one bolt is all I did.”

  “More than my dumb ass knew to do. Now come in the house and have something to cool off with at least.”

  Bob told him thanks, but he meant to try and find some way down to the water.

  “Uh-huh, because the ocean’ll dry up by the time you have one drink,” Derrick said.

  “Little early for me, anyhow,” said Bob.

  “Brother, it is one o’clock in the afternoon, and it is Saturday. Go on inside.”

  Turning the man down, Bob understood, was going to be a job in itself. He followed Derrick out of the sun.

  The same cheap and careless people who’d built Randall’s cottage had built Derrick’s home, only they’d paved it in blue linoleum instead of white. The place felt lived in, at least. It smelled of fresh coffee, and it had been furnished to capacity. The small living room was jammed with a lot of false antique furniture bought as a set, all of it broken out in pediments and lathework grenades and ornamental buboes that filled every line of sight.

  By the window, a woman was sitting in a recliner reading a magazine and sucking on a cigarette. She was pretty, but she’d spent too much time in the sun. She was pruned over and nearly maroon, like a turkey beard.

  “Bob, this is Claire,” Derrick said. “Claire, this gentleman worked some magic on our vehicle. Just went ernh-ernh with that ratchet, and now it’ll run out from under you.”

  Claire smiled at Bob. “Well, that’s something,” she said, shaking Bob’s hand and not minding the grease. “New out here?”

  Bob said he was, and she told him welcome. She said he should come by anytime and that the door was always open and that she meant that.

  Bob followed Derrick to the kitchen. Derrick pulled two jelly jars from the freezer along with vodka in a plastic bottle. He called to the living room. “You need a drink, baby doll?” Claire said she did, and Derrick pulled out a third jar. He poured champagne into each one and quashed the rising bubbles with the vodka, which was chilled to syrup. “Claire calls it a Polack holiday,” Derrick said, handing a drink to Bob. “Her people are from over there, and they don’t fool around. Drink two of them, and I’ve got a hangover for life, but she can knock these back all day and be fine in the morning.”

  They went back to the living room, and Bob sat on the sofa. Derrick sat on the arm of the recliner with his arm around Claire.

  “What do you do, Bob?” Claire asked him.

  “Just kind of on sabbatical, I guess,” Bob said. He knocked back his drink and a sour heat bloomed in his stomach. “Probably go back to carpentering before long, what I was doing for a while.”

  “But what?” Claire asked.

  “I built some stairs wrong and got let go. After that, I thought I’d take a little while to get a few things straightened out.”

  “That doesn’t sound right—stairs,” Claire said. “That doesn’t sound like anything to get canned about.”

  Bob explained what it took to build a staircase, how you’ve got to cut each rise on the stringers exactly the same height, even a sixteenth-inch difference and people will stumble. “I don’t know why, but I cut a stair in the middle to six inches instead of eight, just my brain went on the fritz. Then the old man whose house it was came by to see the job. He was going down those stairs, and wham, he fell and landed at the bottom with a broken leg. After that, a lawyer went over with a tape measure and that was it, pretty much.”

  “That’s what I’m talking about,” said Claire. “Only in America does somebody get rich off of being too dumb to walk stairs.”

  “I didn’t feel real hot about it,” said Bob. “That bone was sticking out pretty good.”

  Claire shrugged with her face. “Even so.”

  He drained the jar and set it on the table. “Well, thanks for this,” he said. “Guess I better push on.”

  “Look, now you just got here,” Derrick said, but the phone rang in the kitchen and Derrick went after it. Claire dipped a finger in her drink and then stuck the finger in her mouth. A saw-edged scar ran down the back of her hand, standing out pink and tender on the skin there, which was the
color of a pot roast.

  “You should stick around and have some brunch,” she said. “I’m making eggs and salmon cakes.”

  Derrick came back from the kitchen, talking into a cordless phone, his voice loud with expertise. “Say what? Did you take a look? Can you see the head? Uh-huh. Red or whitish? Yeah, that’s natural. Sounds like she’s getting ready to domino. I’ll be over.”

  Derrick came back into the living room. “Gotta take a ride over the bridge,” he said. “Need to go pull something out of a horse’s pussy.”

  “What kind of a thing?” Bob asked.

  “A baby horse, I hope.”

  Before he left, Derrick showed Bob where to cut across the yard to get down to the sea. It was much hotter now, and the sun glared down through the gray sky like a flashlight behind a sheet. Bob walked across a dead garden and through a salt-burned hedge that rattled as he passed. He slapped along in his flip-flops, woozy from that drink and with a heat headache coming on. At the top of a steep bank of dunes, he stopped and saw the sea. The water lay in bands of blue and green, patterned over with little wind divots like a giant plate of hammered copper. At the foot of the slope, a long tongue of smooth rock stretched a couple of hundred feet into the waves.

  Bob started going down the dune, but it was steep here, too, and the simplest thing was to ride down it on your ass. When he got to the bottom he had grit in his shorts and skeins of shore weeds looped between his toes.

  He scrambled along the spit of rock. The wind cut the stagnant dampness of the day and dried the sweat on his face and chest. He took the salt into his lungs and savored the pure itch in his chest. He touched the long grasses waving in the water like women’s hair. He crouched to observe the barnacles, their tiny feathery hands combing blindly for invisible prey.